your. SMILE(:

saddest day.
saddest day of realization.
waited almost three hours. i did everythign i could. i sacrificed and i... i really really did all that i can.
i got nth in return.
when request for just an hour of attention, i got rejected. all i ask was one hour. is that rly too much to ask for?
im getting more and more pathetic.
i cried for the whole day. outside. didnt think it was embarrassing. i didnt care any longer. the pain in my heart is overwhelming. i really want to die. help me somebody. save me.

i want to end this. i just need courage. i cant bear it any longer.